Saturday, February 12, 2011

Dazed and Confused

I haven't written in a while. It's because I have no answers. I have had no inspiration. I have had no epiphany. I have had no new thought. I have had no eye-opening song or Bible verse. I have no idea.

So why bother write this at all? Usually I write at the peak of a great thought or a strong emotion, but right now I am just kind of nowhere. Dazed and confused. Wandering. Hoping and praying that God would just give me a clear arrow pointing me where to go so I can stop wandering in circles with no idea what to do next.

I haven't figured it out yet and I haven't decided if this is all just a test of my will or something more. I am still thinking about everything. Looking for something. Praying that God will just lead me to where He wants me to be. Hoping that it will all become known sooner rather than later.

Song of the Moment: Lead Me To The Cross by Frencesca Battistelli

Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.
1 Timothy 4:12

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Maybe God is trying to teach you to slow down, smell the roses, and just enjoy the simple things that are around you right now. Everything doesn't always need to be go, go, go. Things will happen when they happen and if you're always sitting around anxiously waiting for something to happen or for some kind of sign you'll probably miss out on the life that's already around you.