Today has been quite the day. And I am only half way through and I can feel myself slowly moving downhill.
I have so much stuff jumping around in my brain. I don't know what to think. I don't know what to do. I just don't know what to do. I feel like I should do something...even though there might not be anything I can do.
The Lord is my strength. I can feel Him. I just don't know where He wants me to go. I don't know what to do right now. I don't know what He wants me to do right now. I need to figure it out.
Jesus loves me. No matter what I have done. No matter what I am doing. He will forgive me. The same goes for you as long as you will let Him. You'll feel a lot better.
You can't change the past. There isn't anything you can do about something that has already happened. However, you can try to do better in the future. You can set your sin aside and look to Him. He'll send you to the right place. So try. Try to do better. Try to be better.
When you're head says "Don't do that." Don't. When it tells you "This is wrong." It probably is. I believe that isn't even you telling yourself: it's Him. The one who knows better than you. The one who makes your life's path. You should follow Him. He will lead you where you need to go.
I promise.
Song of the moment: Everything by Lifehouse
Do not let others look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.
1 Timothy 4:12
