So lately whenever I've been watching TV there are all of these couples all over the place. Which is obvious because everybody likes a good love story...even all you boys even though you may deny it.
But whenever i see one of those couples that really works it just makes me hurt just a little. Like when you see Nathan and Haley on One Tree Hill...or Seth and Summer on the OC...or maybe even Ross and Rachael on Friends. Does that stuff ever actually happen...or is it just fiction
And not only is it just fiction...will it ever happen to you. Some people find it early in there life....which is awesome for them. Some people will get it late in their lives which is just fine. But what about us people who want it earlier in their life and maybe won't get it.
Yes i know...I'm 15 why am i thinking about stuff like this? I don't know...i guess it just worry. All i want is to be a mom...and if it comes to late for me...i might not get my wish.
And i trust God...he has my life. but God works in mysterious ways. And sometimes great people who should have it so easy to be loved don't get that. Because for some reason or another God doesn't want them to have it. And i always tell myself everything happens for a reason. So I'm just trying to be optimistic. Whatever God gives i'll love. But there's this one movie called Facing the Giants. In the movie this couple has been trying to have a baby for something like 4 years. All this woman wants is a baby. and her husband asks if God doesn't give her this baby...will she still love Him? So the question is...if God doesn't make me a mom will I still love Him? It's easy to answer now....but who knows...maybe that'll change in 10 or 20 years
Song of the day: Maybe by Kelly Clarkson
Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young
1 Timothy 4:12
