Thursday, December 3, 2009

I'll Be Here

I've always been really bad at staying connected with people. Friends have been constantly leaving my school since grade 3 and we've always said we've stayed friends...but 90% of the time we don't. And even the ones I am still friends with it's nothing like it used to be.

I would say I blame myself. I seldom picked up the phone or sent an e-mail. But neither did they. This is just the way it has always seemed to go with me.

But lately I've been realising how much I miss all my friends. Really old, old, and fairly new. I miss them. It's not the same with out them. My new friends are nice...but they're much different then my old ones. They don't break out into song. Or mock our teachers. Or can have conversations with just facial expressions. I miss having that everday.

But guys. I'm still here. It doesn't matter who you are I'll always be your friend. I'm not one to give up on a person. If it ended badly, I hold no grudges. If anyone else is feeling a little lonely or sentimental, I'll keep you company and reflect on old times with you. I'll be here if no one else will listen. I'll always be sitting right here. No matter who you are.

Song of the moment: If No One Will Listen by Kelly Clarkson

Do not let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.
1 Timothy 4:12