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I am happy. Unbelievably happy. Words cannot describe how happy I am today.

I cried myself to sleep last night. But they were far from sad tears. I was sooo happy. Tears of joy were pouring down my face all night long.

I am happy because I have finally followed my heart. And I'm happy because people don't seemed to be appalled by it. But most of all....my big brother Eric is happy for me.

So last night. In the midst of all my happiness I went upstairs to go to bed. And I put aside the shirt I've worn to bed the last 72 days....a shirt that i got from a boy who is very special to me....I put it aside and put on one of Erics. The squirrel shirt.

So now....I'm going to tell you....that God truly does answer prayers. And no...he usually doesn't do it right away. Mine took 6 months...but it was so worth it. Because now I have everything I could have ever wanted. And while the past 6 months have majorly sucked at times they're what have made the past 5 days so wonderful.

Follow the path God gives you. That's all I can say really. Is that you should make sure you follow it...even when it seems like He is sending you into a dark scary forest, or a big ditch, or whatever obsticle there may be. But on the other side of the forest is the most beautiful meadow, and once you've climbed out of the ditch you'll find yourself somewhere beautiful. God gives us the bad to make the good feel great. And the great feel fantastic.

There's a light at the end of every tunnel. So just keep walking the tunnel and you'll find your light. I know I found mine. And for that all I can do is thank God. And that's what I'll continue to do. Thank God for my light....my sunshine....you know who you are.

Song of the Moment: Bless the Broken Road by Selah. I found this song at the beginning of all of this and fell in love with it...I only recently bought the CD that has it....at the end of all it. The end that is now the beginning of a wonderful story.

Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young.
1 Timothy 4:12

Music is what feelings sound like...